Winning attached to Worthiness –
I always wondered what drove me to be passionate about winning.
I asked the question and looked inward for the answer.
Which came in the form of how I loved to see the game played.
A flood of feelings attached to worthiness entered as a consequence of winning.
You see, I value WINNING.. I just did not understand deeply WHY this was.
In the end it comes down to the feelings associated with the outcome of winning!
Winning gives me
-a deeper sense of self worth
As with everything in life there is balance and in winning the balance it LOSING
Losing also gives me a lot of worth.
It allows me to
– review me
– see my flaws
– challenge myself
– feel loss and grief
– see my unworthiness
It allow me to see my not good enough emotions and to heal them
From this there is GROWTH
To be worthy in winning one must also be worthy in losing.
(Read that again!!!)
What do you think?
How do you feel when you WIN or LOSE?